My final update from Malawi - heading home this weekend. I have been here for 5 months, and the time has flown by! I am caught in mixed emotions, very excited to see family and friends, but somewhat nervous about settling back in to my ‘old life’, and discovering how this experience has changed me.
PLANTING SEASON
We successfully delivered the new season’s seeds and fertilizer to our farmers before the rains came, despite the fuel shortages we continue to face. Unfortunately though, the rains have not come as anticipated. The weather has cooled slightly (we are now back to mid-high 20’s rather than mid-high 30’s), and every now and then we get some rain, around once a week. This is far short of normal weather patterns however, and without any irrigation in most of the country, farmers are desperately in need of more rain. From a purely selfish perspective, however, I have been quietly relieved that Epicentre visits which often involve an hour of driving on potholed dirt roads have not been made even more difficult with almost impassable roads.
TERESA
Teresa Sandikonda |
My last visit involved visiting an Epicenter to take some footage from three different THP partners (the term is deliberate – rather than being called a beneficiary, the term "partner" describes an equal effort and risk, which better reflects the THP model) ... allowing them to speak about how their lives have been changed since THP arrived in their village. I was really overwhelmed by one lady, Teresa Sandikonda, who is HIV Positive, a widow, and has young children who are also HIV Positive since birth. Through an interpreter Teresa explained that she now receives a farm input loan (seed and fertilizer), which has allowed her to feed herself and her family, and pay her children’s school fees. Her only (!) problem now, she explained, is that planting an acre of maize seed and tending to her plot is physically difficult for her. You can see from her photo that she is thin, but it wasn’t till I put my arm around her for the photo did I notice just how minute and frail she was. Her little shoulders felt like they would snap in half if I squeezed her. She is now planning to take out a loan (MK10,000=AUD$6) which will allow her to acquire the services of a labourer to help her in her field. She will make enough money from sale of excess grain to repay the loan. I think from all of the experiences I have had her in Malawi, it is the interactions I have had with brave women like Teresa which will stay with me forever.
BUDGET TIME
One of the most eye-opening experiences at THP has been preparing the 2012 budget, not quite finished, but almost. It was a brutal process. We went about it by first preparing our ‘ideal’ budget. Line by line, we identified what was needed to deliver on the plan for 2012. New programs are being introduced, such as “1000 days”, which is about a nutrition and medical care for children from conception until school age. But most of the focus is on keeping existing programs going, specifically driving 3 of our 8 Epicenters to Self-Reliance (and THP withdrawal). This budget included such “luxuries” as a Generator for the office (to carry us through the multiple blackouts when work stops), vehicle maintenance, a new Laptop where an old one is so slow it is virtually unusable, and let’s not forget the price of fuel (if you are lucky enough to get it!) went up 25% in one day last month. After the process concluded, we were given the actual budget allocation from HQ, it was one-third of our ‘ideal’. Going through the process of not only cutting any fat, but cutting right into the bone was horrifying. Seeing how this passionate and dedicated team work through adversity has been an eye-opener, but seeing just how cash strapped the NGO world is, and being in the team where they sign-off on a budget for next year which delivers no relief was heartbreaking. I was so tempted to get out my cheque-book there and then and provide some relief!! It really brought home the need to find ways to raise money. If not for an entire Epicenter ($900K), it might be for a maternity wing for an older Epicenter ($20,000), or just books for the library or toys for the nursery school, but we must get more creative about filling the budget gaps! Another problem to solve on the long flight home!!
RWANDA
Up (VERY) close and personal! |
Being so close to Rwanda, and wanting to see the endangered Mountain Gorilla’s I decided to take a mini-holiday and ‘pop up’ there last week. Little did I know that both the cost of the airfares, and the commute time would have been lower had I gone from Melbourne L. Rwanda is amazing. It is a beautiful country, filled with friendly people. The roads are great, the crime rate is low, as is the HIV/AIDS rate (less then 3% cf. Malawi’s 15%), and the place is really moving along. It is amazing what guilt money can do for a country! I stayed the first night in the Hotel des Mille Collines (location of the infamous Hotel Rwanda movie), and then spent 2 days in the Virunga Mountains, where I did 2 different treks to see the Gorillas. If you ever get the means and the time to go, it is an amazing experience! I was accompanied by a guide for the 4 days, Damian, and during our time together he told me his own personal experience through the genocide – he was 15 yrs old at the time - and hid in the mountains alone for 3 months, foraging or stealing food and water. Afterwards, he discovered that his mother and all of his 4 brothers were murdered by the Hutus. To this day, 17 years later, he doesn’t know where, when or how his family members were murdered. Despite the tragedy in his past (and that of many of his countrymen) Damian loves his country, is positive about his future, and is planning to grow his freelance guiding business to secure his financial future and, next year, marry his 25 year old girlfriend!!
SAYING FAREWELL
My last week in Malawi is hectic, between giving away much of the stuff I bought with me or acquired here, finishing all the loose ends at work, and seeing friends for the last time, I am full of mixed emotions, sad to leave but excited to soon be seeing my family. I have a surprise farewell present planned for Friday for all 14 of my THP colleagues, involving taking them to one of my favourite places in Malawi for the day, however with diesel now nearly impossible to get, I have been worried that they day might have to be cancelled. Rowlands, however, who can solve any problem that pops up, has ensured me we will have fuel by Friday!!
My lovely friends have arranged a farewell dinner for me on Friday night, Saturday I fly out to Jo’burg, and Sunday night leave for Australia.
Thanks to everyone who has sent me notes of news, encouragement and love from afar ... even the smallest little emails reminded me I am not forgotten!! To everyone else, no Christmas cards for you!!!
ps.. An article was published in December's AFR BOSS magazine about Aussies who have given time vs money to African organisations. I was interviewed for the article a few months ago, here is the link if you are interested!
http://afr.com/p/adventures_in_altruism_SQNOQwPIQ3Vh9BlZCl7XHP
ps.. An article was published in December's AFR BOSS magazine about Aussies who have given time vs money to African organisations. I was interviewed for the article a few months ago, here is the link if you are interested!
http://afr.com/p/adventures_in_altruism_SQNOQwPIQ3Vh9BlZCl7XHP